Hi, this past December 20th 2022 I lost one of my 15yr old twin granddaughter to suicide.
I'm so heartbroken, my daughter, her husband, my 17-year-old grandson, her 15 year-old twin, and her younger sister 11 years old, all witnessed her laying in her bed with a gunshot wound to her head. I'm crying and so heartbroken as I'm writing this right now.. I feel so helpless to my daughter and her family that are crushed. I'm so so heartbroken right now my heart aches so much that I can't stand it.
she had a perfect life, so we thought, my daughter did everything for them. They were very talented in sports, she was an A student. She was very very smart, there was no arguments or slamming doors, it was a happy house, a happy lovable family they lived in a big house. They went on vacations they were involved in all kinds of activities. It was just so unexpected and out of the blue and we have so many questions of why, why what was on her mind. I feel so sad for her, that whatever it was she felt in her mind that she Figured that this was the only way out.
i'm here helping up my daughter and her family that are destroyed and I don't show any emotions on my own, trying to be strong for them and help them in every way that I can, but behind closed doors is killing me. We were so close and I was always with the family. someone told me to go on the site. I don't know if it will make me feel any better or relieve any of my pain or sadness but I figured I'd put it in here anyway.