Dear Luba84,
Welcome to Virtual Hospice. I'd like to introduce you to several VH members who know this lonliness that you feel first-hand. Meet Nanalovesu, Mark99, PPP, Marstin, Liticia, and others on this thread:
There's a lot to read, so you may just want to skip ahead to the last page to read the most recent messages. They will be sure to welcome you warmly and walk with you.
Colleen