Hi Saara,
My heart goes out to you. I too was in a similar situation and your words have struck a chord within me. My husband was in denial almost until the end and incredibly depressed. Hope is what sustained him, but I knew it would not be enough. He was given his prognosis and I later realized he was beyond acceptance. Our adult children were angry with me as well, railing against the circumstances, unable to see the situation as I did. How could they though? They weren’t me.
This is such an incredibly difficult time for you. Waiting and hoping to speak with him about your time together and his final wishes. I truly hope that you get what you need because this is about your needs too. I don’t know how you can move your husband to accept his death. He’s living in hope.
Marymary spoke of his hope and has said it far better than I could.
Know that you are in my thoughts as you travel this extremely tough road.
Cherel33