Hi Mary 09 & Sunshine09
Thank you for your support. I'm up to talking to both of you just to know there are others
that are going through similar problems and emotions. My older brother is very controlling
and doesn't want me to vent to him or show my emotions and my other brother keeps reminding
me that Mom is going to pass. They don't want to visit with her but expect me to be the caregiver
and keep up with all the household chores, errands etc. Right now I'm painting my Mom's Kitchen, from top to bottom. I really don't mind because I need something to distract me from what is really happening around me. There are people that have more problems and are less fortunate, so
I do count my blessings each day. As I've been told God doesn't give us anymore than we cannot
handle. I can no longer work because of an accident I had at my last job. Then Covid came along.
Each day is different and each day I try to see something good of it. The leaves are turning and
the colours are beautiful to admire from afar. I hope both of you have someone other than your
spouse or family to talk to. I talk to my Mom;s cousin. She recently lost 2 sisters and her husband
these last few years. I try not to burden her with my fears or problems because she has been
through so much loss herself. I have a good ear to listen to your concerns, etc. Hope you have
a pleasant night. Country Pumpkin I do not know the rules and regulations about posting
emails?