Hi Suzanne!
Thank you for your thoughts and suggestions! You are amazing! I sense that you are feeling the pressure or time. Sometimes I feel a sense of urgency, and other days/times, I feel the same and no sense of urgency, although I also notice my children seem to feel that sense of urgency, at times. I love your idea about leaving cards for your daughter. I love that you have written her letters and have a box of "souvenirs" from babyhood! Lovely! Thank you so much for your wonderful suggestions!
Has anyone seen the tv show called, "The Big C". In the show, the Mom, who has stage 4 cancer, rents a storage locker and buys birthday & Christmas gifts, graduation cards and gifts and a huge number of other life gifts for her then, 14 year old son. I like this show and I sure wish I could do that for my children! Of course it is not all about the material stuff, I know.
Thanks for your thoughts and wisdom! I hope you are doing okay. Thank you for taking time time to write.
hugs & love,
Carolyn