CAN A CAREGIVER EVER TRULY BE CARE FREE, EVEN FOR A MOMENT?
Recently, I read a comment from a woman who said, “Since my husband’s diagnosis of terminal cancer, I have had not had one single carefree moment. I really, really do miss carefree moments.”
I have given her statement a lot of thought over the last few weeks. Unless one has “walked her path”, it is not possible to know how one would react in similar circumstances, however I do believe that contemplating such issues is a good thing.
From a practical point of view, as a caregiver, one must maintain (as much as possible) an emotional equilibrium; otherwise it is not a good situation for both the caregiver and the one being cared for.
But how, in a practical (as opposed to philosophical) way, can someone have even one carefree moment in the face of heartache?
For people who are grieving, or are performing the duties of a caregiver or have huge problems, this might seem unattainable – but is it?
I ask the following questions, and seek the compassionate responses from others, because I believe that answers to these questions could be the source of help to many, many people who are in emotional pain of one sort or another. The questions are as follows:
“If one has huge “cares” that occupy their every single waking moment, then wouldn’t even one single moment of “CareFreeNess” be worth its weight in gold? How could this be accomplished?” What can you suggest that might achieve this?
Please share your thoughts. It could be a lesson that could help others in the future. Here are my thoughts that I would like to share with you.”
I recently took up skiing after a 25 year absence from the sport. When I downhill ski, I have to have intense concentration in order not to fall. It is literally impossible to entertain ANY other thought without losing concentration and going for a tumble. In that moment, whether or not I want to be, I am care free.
For my wife, it’s Tai Chi. In order to accomplish the 108 moves correctly in the proper sequence and in near-perfect execution, you have to concentrate so hard that it is impossible to have any other thought in your head.
“One cannot stop oneself from thinking. One cannot think two thoughts simultaneously. One can choose which thought to think. And whatever it is that we CHOOSE to focus on tends to expand.”
All hackneyed aphorisms, I know, but they have helped set the course of a reasonably peaceful life.
And in a very practical sense, these axioms have helped me greatly to suppress the fear and uncertainty while caring for my wife who has been ill (not terminally) for the last three months. With a peaceful countenance, I can best serve her needs. - eKim