Hi Mary
Welcome to our community - I am glad you found us.
This is a tough time – and I am sure you are physically and emotionally very tired – maybe exhausted. Being a wife, caring for your husband physically and emotionally, keeping the household going – are you able to recharge your own batteries? Are there those in your community neighbours or friends who could help?
An article you might find helpful as you prepare for your husband's death at home is Considerations for a Home Death
Look forward to hearing from you as you are able.
Take care
Katherine