Dear isa22,
I'm glad you're here. This place is where people can hold each other up, and share the hardest things. I know what you mean about being so sad and scared. The severe illness and impending death of close family members is an uncertain and scary process. May you find the voices and faces along the way, including ours, that let you know you're not alone.
In my case, I'm sad and scared nearly all the time because my husband is dying of neoplastic leukemia, but in a much slower and more stressful way than we had been told. And my step-daughter challenges and criticizes me for how I'm carirng for him at every step of the way.
I cry a lot. But everytime I come here, I find voices of care and love. Let me send you some love today, and may you find your lighted path each day.
Nouce